The Journal
These are my diary logs.
I might not update these as frequently as I'd like, but hopefully there will be at least 2 or 3 new entries each month. I might touch on sensitive topics such as violence or trauma in my rants, and since there will be no individual warnings, I advise you to read at your own risk. Thank you.
Jan. 19th | Midnight
My head is starting to hurt from how long I've been staring at my laptop screen. I also really really want to sleep now... Probably about time, I have school tomorrow... Oh yeah, good news are that I have winter break soon! And after it's done... I start high school. Scary. I'm thinking of getting a part-time job during the winter break, but honestly I don't believe I have the language skills to Work just yet. (I'm still learning the local language) Money's been getting tight though so I'm not dismissing the idea even if I'd like to.
Anyway, enough of my worries about the future, I've been thinking too hard about that and I don't want the fear to paralyze me, I'm sure I can figure something out. I'm listening to a Jerma985 clip comp in the background as I'm typing this...
Damn it! I've been Pondering what to type here the entire time I was setting up this page, so now it's fogging up my brain and I'm forgetting all the stuff that I wanted to say. I think I just have too much on my mind, and not enough energy...
Unknown date, also around wintertime. Some text from the original blog has been removed.
Today is sunday and I'm sick, so therefore I must edit my website for the first time in years... (hyperbole of course).
I woke up at like 10:30 AM and immediately got up to have breakfast.
Uhm.. to be honest I don't have much to say but I played Roblox with my cousin for a bit and got an account warning there. Yay!
SO, to give some context, I'm currently on winter vacation from school so I'm free to do anything I want, and today is saturday so I'm extra free!
Today, after waking up at like 2 AM, I was just on my phone for a good few hours, up until 5 AM, then, I woke up my mom and had breakfast, and after being on my phone for another 2 hours, I went to my aunt's house to hang out with my cousins. I got really tired in a few hours though so I slept at their place up until like .. 6 PM? Yeah, crazy stuff.
Anyways, I'm planning to go to a market tomorrow to buy one of my IRL friends a bday gift.. hehe..
Unknown date, around summertime.So, first of all, today I went to bed at like... 2 AM? Yeah well, I woke up at around 12 PM, so I slept basically like 10 hours, fun!
Then I sat behind my laptop for a good few hours, trying to work on my website, but failed. So I decided to just watch some MK (Mortal Kombat) movies on my phone, I dunno why not on my laptop but ok..? Oh well, after that, me, my mom, my aunt, and her husband all went to go eat some Korean food. I had galbi-tang, my mom had naengmyeong, it was overall a pretty fun time, if you ignore how anxious I felt, of course. The food was delicious though so I'm def not complaining!
Right now, it's almost 8 PM, I started this at like 6, I guess uh, I type reaaaaally slowly? I also became totally super cool mutuals with a totally super cool MK fan on tiktok!! He might make a MK server tomorrow and I'm super excited! I would love to become friends with more MK fans :)
Last night, before sleeping of course, I cleaned up my old Spacehey account, blew the dust off of it and such, while I used a pre-made layout I'm still happy with how it turned out. Currently, I'm planning to go to my aunt's house and watch the MK1 playthrough with my cousins, we started watching it all together but didn't have the time to finish it last time.
update: Nevermind, the cousins are busy so I can't go to them. sad cat emoji.
update2: NEVERMIND AGAIN, I WAS AT THEIR HOUR FOR LIKE A FEW HOURS, IT WAS FUN, WE WATCHED MK1 !!!